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Forever by iamsplee, literature

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Forever

So long ago Hope was my friend But it's been so long That I didn't recognize him He showed me your face And told me that I'd be scared And said to hold on But always be prepared Everything changed when I first saw your smile I knew that you wouldn't deceive me Please tell me that you'll let me hold you a while Forever would do nicely Now I'm floating In another galaxy And all of the stars Sing songs of your eyes In time I will learn them And sing them back to you But now all I have is This one to remind you That everything changed when I first saw your smile I knew that you wouldn't deceive me Please tell me that you'll

'Simple Boy' Revised by iamsplee, literature

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'Simple Boy' Revised

Waiting on the edge of a decision that I've made before a dozen times... Perhaps I'll choose to leave you and not regret my actions for the first time in a very long time. You lit all the candles on the living room table, but boy, the fire in your heart wasn't enough. Yeah, I kept on dreaming, and you kept on wasting the time you should've treasured so much. You said, "I am just a simple boy who loves a lovely girl," but you made that girl feel ugly when you ripped apart her world. Promising to always love her, saying she's the only one, on bended knee in front of her but kissing others when she's gone. And you weren't so

Simple Boy by iamsplee, literature

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Simple Boy

Floating on the precipice Of a decision that I've made before A dozen times Perhaps I'll choose correctly And not regret my actions For the first time in a very long time And the candles were lit On the living room table, but boy The fire was never enough Yeah, I'll keep on dreaming And you'll keep on wasting The time that you should treasure so much You said, "I am just a simple boy Who loves a lovely girl" But you made that girl feel ugly When you ripped apart her world And you weren't so simple, either Unless by that you meant That you'd cheat and lie to everyone And never once repent And the ashes are scattered Somew

Start Over by iamsplee, literature

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Start Over

Walk throughout this house And you'll hear children crying The dreams that they had held so close Now slowly dying Fading with the setting sun Upon the window panes Getting colder with each breath Yet a shred of hope remains With that hope Build life anew Forget what the world Has done to you No doubts, no regrets You're at square one Pretend that your life Has just begun Denial is a welcome friend When closure doesn't show But when he comforts you, don't listen Don't deny it; let it go Accept all that has happened As you kneel upon this floor And remember that there's hope Waiting right outside the door With that hope

Next Year, Tonight by iamsplee, literature

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Next Year, Tonight

One year ago today I sat in the same place Thinking of your voice Dreaming of your face My fingers in your hair It was so long ago, and yet The memory's so vivid That it won't let me forget Maybe next year, today I'll be where I belong In your arms, in your heart Singing a new song One that doesn't ache With every word that I write Maybe I'll be with you Next year, tonight Tunnels, lashes, stars, and clovers Never brought you back to me But there were times when it seemed Like you'd always return You once called hope a curse When it was all that I had left It's what kept me alive While waiting for you to learn And mayb

Justified By Love by iamsplee, literature

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Justified By Love

The air feels so light in this room And everywhere else, it's heavier than lead My head rests on this pillow fit for two And my mind won't stop repeating what you said All that really matters Can't be explained My heart is beating faster Always ahead of my brain I am so afraid Of never being with you again I am so afraid Of never feeling your kiss I am so afraid That you'll forget about us I am so afraid Of what we might miss What we did was wrong; there's no question I knew that it would happen when I picked up the phone Put us in a room, and we're like magnets We both know that we can't be together alone My intentions we

Loss For Words by iamsplee, literature

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Loss For Words

It's 3 am, I'm still awake Talking to a screen Thinking of This thing called love And what it all can mean By now I've said it all so I Can't tell you something new Lips and pens and photographs Won't say it all to you Once again I lie awake To daydream through the night Inside these shells And parallels Between the words and sight And what is left to tell you I've unleashed inside my mind But a loss for words inside of there Has made it difficult to find They say that no one's perfect And I guess I can agree But trust me when I say That you are perfect for me I'm not the kind of person Who'd lose words so easily But

The Waiting Game by iamsplee, literature

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The Waiting Game

He stands by the door With that look in his eye I take it, take it and run He's holding me close In what should be a dream But I know he's not the one Yet I bite my tongue And I play along This wasn't on a whim I wonder where you are And if you care That tonight I'm with him Are you screaming inside Are you feeling unstable Can you make yourself cry Or are you unable Does the poison stop your heart Knowing his lips touch my skin Is it tearing you apart Because you hide it all within I try my best to measure Feelings that you can't define You and your emotions Confuse the hell out of me So I dig a little deeper And as

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At the Edge of the Sea by iamsplee, literature

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At the Edge of the Sea

The cry of a gull looms over the bay In an empty heartless sky That world is doomed he seems to say As he passes this girl by A soul alone on a rocky ledge With her legs dangling off the side Like men at the gallows they hang on the edge And sway along will the tide And she thinks it's funny how Water makes things peaceful It's all that she has now But there's so much left to hope for When she's with the rolling waves Inside of her mind It makes her think it's all worth it 'Cause there's so much more to find Someone yells her name and breaks The soft crash of the sea When they cease the talk it takes So long to get back whe

Song- Karma by iamsplee, literature

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Song- Karma

My life has been goin' downhill for a long long while I look at myself in the mirror and stretch a smile But when I take a glance I had my chance And it passed I can only go down from here People say there's a God But is it true I don't care There's nothin' I can do Do I swear I might as well Because every day Of my life is Hell My situation grows worse everyday I find myself in things I used to say no way And when I look around but hear no sound Of her voice I still know that she cares I have a friend Who shows concern She's got so much more About me to learn She looks for someone She can tell That every day Of my

TACO SONG as requested by sc4b by iamsplee, literature

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TACO SONG as requested by sc4b

It's late at night Want me a taco Grab my buddy And go to TACO BELL Walkin over To Taco Bell Yayayaya TACO BELL I go up to the window At Taco Bell Yayayaya TACO BELL Tacos Yeah Tacos are good Tacos make you happy And they always should Cuz tacos are yummy Tacos are good Yayayaya Tacos are good I ask 'em for a taco At Taco Bell Yayayaya TACO BELL They say "You have no car" At taco bell Yayayaya TACO BELL Tacos Yeah Tacos are good Tacos make you happy And they always should Cuz tacos are yummy Tacos are good Yayayaya Tacos are good I want a damn taco From Taco Bell Yayayaya Taco Bell But I have no c

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Fade Away by iamsplee, literature

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Fade Away

I heard you're goin' through Some hard times right now I'll try to do what I can To make it better for you somehow It's so hard to watch When your face reflects your pain And for you I would Dry your tears in the pouring rain Every day I see You now I wanna be by you Somehow I gotta hold on To this one Won't let you fade away Every time I hear You laugh My heart tears itself In half I gotta hold on To this one Won't let you fade away Fade away You say my song was like your past I'll write another for you Now this one is built to last I'd do anything for you I want you to be happy I want you to be free from her Ca

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A Dream Come True - Anonymous by dapride, literature

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A Dream Come True - Anonymous

Sometimes I would have dreams about her after she moved across the state. I knew her for years, and the attraction was mutual, but I was a coward. Scared half to death of letting myself follow through with the things I wanted to do. Scared half to death to be myself, I guess. We flirted. We cuddled. We lay in the same room and had trouble sleeping because we were so painfully aware the other existed. But I was a coward and because of that, nothing went further than that. Of course, in my dreams, it was always another story. I'm not a very sexual person, and I haven't quite figured out if it's because I've always been with guys, and perhaps I

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For A Reason by iamsplee, literature

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For A Reason

Ten months of pent-up passion In a single torrid kiss Awakens every nerve To greet the feelings they once knew Her mind and body reeling From this sudden state of bliss, She grips him tightly knowing That with nightfall, they'll be through Do things happen for a reason Or is reason just a lie A facade designed to comfort those Afraid to live and die She'll know in time, if she can wait With leaden hope inside her heart And she'll blame it all on reason When her whole world falls apart His scent alone can trigger A thousand buried memories Once trapped inside the caverns That line her troubled mind Her hands pull him closer

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Artist // Hobbyist // Literature

Oct 7, 1987
United States
Deviant for 22 years
www.unrequited-band.com/
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Current Residence: Raleigh, NC
deviantWEAR sizing preference: Small
Favourite genre of music: Varied (See Favorite Bands)
Favourite photographer: chaoticparadox, kapture
Favourite cartoon character: Brak!
Personal Quote: "The world will never take my heart" ~My Chemical Romance

Favourite Visual Artist

M.C. Escher

Favourite Movies

But I'm A Cheerleader!, Donnie Darko, Dead Poet's Society, V for Vendetta

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

J.E.W., Sugarcult, Oasis, John Mayer, Vertical Horizon, MuteMath, Sick Puppies, Sarah McLachlan

Favourite Writers

Lois Lowry, Alice Sebold, Robert Frost

Tools of the Trade

pencils, journal, computer, scanner, ps7, digital camera

Other Interests

My Husband, Songwriting, SAI, Cooking, Movies, Games, Playing with Puppies

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iamsplee

Feb 1, 2011

Figured I'd Log In This Year...

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What's changed: ~ We bought a house. ~ We adopted a third dog (another dachshund). ~ My husband got a better job at a bigger financial company. ~ I got a better job as a receptionist at a veterinary hospital. ~ I joined a local metal band (don't worry...no screaming). Hope all of you out there in DA Land are doing well! :D

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iamsplee

Nov 10, 2009

Starting a new life...

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So Michael and I are officially married as of November 7, 2009. We have two dogs (a dachshund named Petey and a coonhound named Roscoe). We're living in Raleigh, NC, where he is working in investments and I am playing with puppies all day and getting paid for it. Not too shabby a start, if you ask me. :] -------------------- :bulletred: Music News :bulletred: Our first music video was released in Australia on December 7th, 2006. Check it out! Our first CD, "Halos In The Sky," was released in June 2005. You can hear some of the songs from it here. We're currently pretty busy in our individual lives, but be on the lookout for a second CD t

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iamsplee

Feb 23, 2009

Another Year...

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First entry of 2009! I hadn't logged on in so long that I forgot my password, and I couldn't get it again without a hassle because my email had changed. But now that that's fixed, here's what's up. 1. I'm graduating from college in 75 days. 2. I'm getting MARRIED on November 7, 2009. Holy shit. 3. I have a cat? She showed up at Michael's house and decided never to leave. Haha. We're torn between calling her "Dinah" or "Professor McGonagall." 4. I'm going to Texas de Brazil tonight. I know that isn't news, but I'm excited. 5. My brother is dating one of my best friends, and we are planning to live in the same city/neighborhood. I'm sur

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wesisapie

Nov 5, 2010

hello, hope things are going well

remembernirvana

Dec 10, 2007

Hello long lost deviant friend, I hope all is well in life!

Happy B-day!

Happy Birthday = )

!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY !!!

It's October 7th which means it's your special day. Hoping you have a fantastic birthday, get some nice gifts and generally get to enjoy it lots.

All the best and much love from the birthdays team to you

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hi mom! i'm bored...

Thank you so much for the fave! You really made my day!!!